I was recently looking at pictures from someone else's honeymoon, and just realized how desperately I want to get away with Josh.
Josh and I went down to San Diego for a week, than hopped on a cruise boat for another 7 days, for our honeymoon. We actually were "hoping" to sneak off to somewhere tropical in January, but that won't happen now. To tell you the truth, I'm really feeling pretty down right now. I'm so tired of Josh and I not seeing each other. I know other women can relate, so I don't want to spend too much time on this subject, (and have my bad attitude to rub off on you).
Honestly I love what we are spending our time on, yet can't there be a little more time in the day so that we can see each other? Ok I'm really feeling like I need to stop talking about this. A friend of mine doesn't seem to ever see her husband, and I never hear her complaining, so I think I should just stop. I just wanted to let out some of my saddness. I know the LORD hears my heart, and He will do whatever is right. Maybe we will get to get away for a weekend. Or maybe my heart will change. In any case, He knows how I am feeling and I'm just gonna' let this go for now.
I know, not really an uplifting post. I figured I should write about something, and since this is heavy on my brain, well its what gets written.
Love you all!
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Audra~
ReplyDeleteI totally wish I could just come over there right now and give you a giant hug. Maybe sometime this summer Josh and you can plan something big and adventurous to do as this will be your last summer as 'just the two of you'. Plan a getaway somewhere and make it be like your honeymoon all over again, you know. It sounds like that is what you need and it would be a wonderful thing to do together because sometimes we just need to get away and have a little fun. Let me know if I can help you out in any way shape or form cuz I will.
Miss you my friend~
Thanks for your heart and compassion Julie! Read my update, it is an answered prayer :D
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